One year! Where has the time gone? It still feels like it was only yesterday, sometimes the rawness of losing you hits me like a freight train...... but the boys and I are doing ok, we have become so close because we share your loss as only we can. You can take great comfort knowing they are here for me, I know how much you hated leaving me,But rest easy my love, I will live my life as fully as I can, Travel to all the countries we had planned, see our friends, and watch over our boys, who by the way have grown into wonderful men, who we are so very proud of and love beyond measure. Take care sweetheart xxx